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Sometimes I wanna die!!


Sometimes it feels like,
It doesn't matters anything how much i care,
how much i love someone..
Throughout my life had never asked,
anyone to do anything for??
if possible was always there to help them...
tried my best never to hurt anyone,
doesnt matters what they think abt me..
still was always there to help them..

 but i still ended up with no close friends..
discuss my stuffs with them,
most people whom i consider to be by my side,
they just got vanished in secs,
and i don't know also what wrong i did to them,
i tried my best to do everything for them,
it never matters whether they ask for it or not,
if i feels they needed my help,
i tried my best for them.

 but still i ended up with no close friends,
it makes me feel to be on deserted land..
now i feels like why did i came to existence??
its better i should die...
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