Believe me it takes a great courage to truly apologise,
It needs a great trust to believe that your mate will surely accept your apology..
You hang your self respect on a great risk,
You put your faith on a needle..
Hoping that your trust will win over them,
And you will get safe out of it.
You wait all the day to hear that voice of forgiveness,
to finally assure yourself that u made them understand..
you are really hurt of hurting them..
If this gies ikay voilla,
u win the match..
If not everything get shattered..
you loose everything,
you loose your self worth..
you doubt your importance..
you loose your trust..
you become completly empty...
Hey! now this is going to be too troublesome for me, again the same words again the same feeling.. why its always abt me? is it dear? is it dear? is it always abt me?? it again jolted me from up to down, deep down... what really i had asked, what really i forced someone to provide?? just apart from one thing which always troubles me?? a simple question a simple answer which had just demanded? but why it always have to be like that i had asked to break down mountains for me?? why?? i do as much as i can for others.. but still the conclusion boils down to the same end point, why its always about me? is i'm that demanding? is i'm that forceful?? why the hell is this with me?? why these people always judge me for just one thing which i ask from them?? all of their problems are always above of me, except the just one.. and still its always about me?? is it really its always about me? why?? whom should i listen?. those who say me to dont help someone unconditional...
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