Moon's Book

Hey, Why It ended like this? Why you too left me? Why everyone left me? Why didn't you gave me any reason for this? Why you just ignored me? Why once again I was punished for no reason at all? Why me? Why me?? Why didn't you understood me? Why you acted like you don't care at all? Why you stopped looking at me? Why nomore you ask me for my wellbeing? Why you just ignored me?? Why you didn't talked about this to me? Why you took this decision on your own? Why didn't you check for what I want? Hey, Why???

Yeah! I know right now, I'm completly helpless.. I can't do anything! Nothing Nothing at all! What I can do is just Hope! That someday you will realise, that what you were doing to me, isn't right.. I don't know why don't you listen to me, I don't know why do you do like this? Yeah right now may be you are.. sooo busy to realise this.. but i hope someday you will.. And i will really wait for that day! I hope someday you will realise, How its feels like, to be ignored by someone, about whom you really cared about? Yeah I will not beg you anymore, It isn't because I will start hating you for this, Because that's impossible you fool!! It's just because I really do fear of disturbing you... So, It's better to get hurt by you.. I don't know, Why you think I will start hating, by the foolish act of yours?? Even you didn't gave any reason? You just ignored? Hey do you know there's, ...

I don't know, What is good or What is not? But do I care for what is RIGHT?? Ofcourse NO!  Is I'm foolish??  Or I'm stupid?? Hey, do I care? Ofcourse NO!  Do you think I'm weak? Hey, that's stupid! I'm not weak... I'm strong Dear!!! See no one else did this, thinking this is what the weak one's do, But do you know? You need much more courage to do this.. That's why I'm more stronger than anyone else!!! Ofcourse I cry, I feel empty, I feel lonely, I feel worthless, I feel drained, I feel DEAD! But that doesn't make me weak.. Or my decision to be foolish... Because I knew IT! Because I knew that this will happen... But Still this is what I choosed! And I'm proud to say that, My will power is soo strong that, It's not that easy to break it!! Hey, please don't judge me again... Don't say me that, this will destroy me, or that my choice is wrong!! I hav...