The Choice

I don't know,

What is good or What is not?

But do I care for what is RIGHT??

Ofcourse NO!

 Is I'm foolish?? 

Or I'm stupid??

Hey, do I care?

Ofcourse NO! 

Do you think I'm weak?

Hey, that's stupid!

I'm not weak...

I'm strong Dear!!!
See no one else did this,

thinking this is what the weak one's do,

But do you know?

You need much more courage to do this..

That's why I'm more stronger

than anyone else!!!

Ofcourse I cry,

I feel empty,

I feel lonely,

I feel worthless,

I feel drained,

I feel DEAD!

But that doesn't make me weak..

Or my decision to be foolish...

Because I knew IT!

Because I knew that this will happen...

But Still this is what I choosed!

And I'm proud to say that,

My will power is soo strong that,

It's not that easy to break it!!

Hey, please don't judge me again...

Don't say me that,

this will destroy me,

or that my choice is wrong!!

I have the reason,

Listen and Understand..

Because I don't care for the destiny..

What I know is that,

I still have probability of (0.1)^(inf.)

that My Hope will get his success!!

Well lets prove it more explicitely!

Okay, I know I'm Bad,

I did soo many things wrong,

I hurted soo many people,

I'm a failure to give happiness to my love ones....

BUT..

Still I had some good parts as well!!

God I know you know this...

And here I trapped you :-) 

You lost the battle with me GOD,

You lost!!

Amazed?? How??

HaHa See you will be able to punish me,

And will destroy every request which I send you...

But the day my punishment will overcome my bad deed,

You will loose the match!

And till then i will keep requesting the same thing,

And finally you will be forced to accept it..

See at anyhow at the end,

I will be the winner!!!

So, this is My Choice!

And It's PERFECT!!