Remember, I'm not gonna miss you..

Hey, I know that this time will come again,
And again i will be like then...
I know this will again end up the same,
A time will come when u gonna forget everything,
What will left is just the hope that u don't..
There's no change from what happened in past,
I will still be same,
Will do all the things what i love to...
Still knowing where its gonna end...
Hey, but this time I don't have fear to do,
Now I dont fear,
Now I just do what i should do...
And remeber, if this gonna be same again,
I will not miss you..
I will still care for you,
But remember i'm not gonna miss you.....

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unaccepted apology

Believe me it takes a great courage to truly apologise, It needs a great trust to believe that your mate will surely accept your apology.. You hang your self respect on a great risk, You put your faith on a needle.. Hoping that your trust will win over them, And you will get safe out of it. You wait all the day to hear that voice of forgiveness, to finally assure yourself that u made them understand.. you are really hurt of hurting them.. If this gies ikay voilla, u win the match.. If not everything get shattered.. you loose everything, you loose your self worth.. you doubt your importance.. you loose your trust.. you become completly empty...

you said you will be different

do you remember?? when i shared the biggest problem of mine with you.. do you remember?? how emotional you where back then? do you remember?? I begged you to not to say that you understand it.. do you remember?? you said you will be different.. do you remember?? I said that when time will come you will not realise about it.. do you remember?? you made me trust that you you will be different.. do you realise now?? how easy it is for you to say that its not a big deal? do you realise now?? how easy it is for you to say that i can easily overcome it? do you realise now?? how easy it is for you to fight with me for this? do you realise now?? it just took 10 secs for you to say to let it go.. why?? although thousands time i requested you, dont say something which you cant do for me? still you decided to punish me, still you didn't took me serius.. and you said you will be different...

Is it really always about me??

Hey! now this is going to be too troublesome for me, again the same words again the same feeling.. why its always abt me? is it dear? is it dear? is it always abt me?? it again jolted me from up to down, deep down... what really i had asked, what really i forced someone to provide?? just apart from one thing which always troubles me?? a simple question a simple answer which had just demanded? but why it always have to be like that i had asked to break down mountains for me?? why?? i do as much as i can for others.. but still the conclusion boils down to the same end point, why its always about me? is i'm that demanding? is i'm that forceful?? why the hell is this with me?? why these people always judge me for just one thing which i ask from them?? all of their problems are always above of me, except the just one.. and still its always about me?? is it really its always about me? why?? whom should i listen?. those who say me to dont help someone unconditional...

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